.. The days
They admitted last night he contacted me on msn to talk to tell me how much he loved me and how much will the freedom to go out, and I could not say any more what she said. It was what I thought and yes, I will miss so much. I do not know when they see her again, I do not know when they'll give me permission to see her, said that perhaps I would have taken more than 1 month. I'm broken, and I can not even fall to sleep, I'm 24, which I am standing and I have even the slightest desire to sleep. I feel crucified by my feeling, the girl that I held in my life more and no, it's bullshit. I was her support, I was her handkerchief in times of need, I was a shoulder to cry on, I was happy. Delighted. I really do feel like shit, hear it crying on the phone was like a stab to the heart, hear me say I wanted a world of good and hear crying as she spoke, killed me inside, I felt useless small, tiny. I hope to see you again soon, I could greet her, embracing her, but it was not possible .. I do not want to do anything, I want to scream in pain I bear from the love I bear.
I do not know how do I go around tonight, thinking she will stay in that room crying because she is alone, I do not know which side I'm going to a concert for the fun , thinking she is there waiting for someone. Do not know why I have fun.
As usual I will use my favorite mask and hide what they really are, while slowly kill me inside.
It 's the saddest day I ever had. I feel dead.
I hope that my knowledge will allow me to see it as soon as possible, I hope very much .. I would pay all what remains for me to see her again, I would also sell my guitars, my distortion and my amp just to see her.
Go ahead, hoping to do well. Believing
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